im so fucking stressed over something that i shouldn't even be feeling stressed over

it's so annoying i just want to scream and tear apart everything

but then again whose fault is it? no one's but mine

im just fucking inconveniencing everyone

i cant even say its his fault because how is it his fault

it's mine because i'm the one going crazy over him

it's mine because i'm the one being a little bitch and creating trouble

he might as well just hate me for it

if he hates me maybe i'll stop all this bullshit too

it'll be better for me too

i want to scream and tear apart everything

but what is there even to scream and tear apart?

in the end i'm just being a mad woman by myself and inconveniencing everyone around me

if only i could just erase myself away right now

maybe everyone would feel better