Then a bubble bursted.

Then a volcano erupted.

Then a hurricane blew.

Then a tsunami crashed.

Then an earthquake shook.

Then a bomb exploded.

Then again, why did it happen?



-Yumi.

At first I thought maybe I'd never have to post this, but I guess, I should anyway. Since I already wrote it.

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If you find me annoying, then leave.
The choice is yours, whatever it may be, I'll respect it.
But don't try running back to me;
It was you who made the decision to go.

I'll harden my heart, I won't falter again.
I had enough of listening, why couldn't you let me speak.
Tears won't fall.
The glare would be colder.
I won't bother to waste my voice,
Especially if you wouldn't listen.

So you're complaining that you didn't get anything, and it's me, really?



-Yumi.

And then I couldn't see,

Why you could choose things without asking everyone.

And then I couldn't see,

Why am I wrong.

And then I couldn't see,

Why did I let you take charge of me.

And then I couldn't see,

Why you made a scar in the wall.

And then I couldn't see,

Why they were wrong.

And then I couldn't see,

Why you were always right.

And then I couldn't see...

Why everything fails in your eyes.




-Yumi.

And after my sad post, some cheering up :)

I FINALLY FINISHED XDD!!

1. 风雪之恋
2. 不要走 我就不明白
3. 无翅小天使
4. 还小的时候
5. 弹奏曲
6. 英雄
7. 甜蜜妄想
8. 床底下有怪兽
9. 不懂
10. 指责了
11. 感情
12. 想帮你 又帮不了

Let me just introduce the last 4 tracks! :D

Track 9...you know...I'm not sure how to phrase it...there are times where you feel that someone doesn't understand you. Yet that someone wants you to know that he/she will never leave you alone to fend for yourself.That sort of thing.

Track 10...uh...I don't want to talk about it...really...(Don't come and ask me what happened, because nothing did)

Track 11...emotions!Very vague subject isn't it? What I actually meant is that we should always think from another person's perspective of the world. :)

Track 12...I personally really like this song.Because it really reflects me.Yeah. :)

I know I didn't do much of intro, but these last 4 tracks bring back quite unpleasant memories, yea? Always leave the sad past behind :D

-Yumi.

I'm lost on my own road.

What should I do?

What will be the best?

Why can't I answer my own questions?

Why can't I answer your questions too?

Why can't everyone understand?

Why can't I do anything...

Then again,

Was I too harsh?

Was I too pushy?

Was I too protective?

...Did you not feel any comfort?

...Did you feel more hurt?

...Did I do anything wrong?

...Did I make things worse?

Did I...

I'm lost on my own road.

Always was, always will be.

-Yumi.

Hi people. :)

As you know from the earlier posts, I'm trying my best to release an album by the end of this year.

So far, from the 2 songs that I started out with, I'm closing up to 8 songs.

Hopefully, I can gain some attention from this album, which I'm planning to have 12 songs in it.

Let me give you some spoilers on the names:

1. 风雪之恋
2. 不要走 我就不明白
3. 无翅小天使
4. 还小的时候
5. 弹奏曲
6. 英雄
7. 甜蜜妄想
8. 床底下有怪兽

Basically, track 2 and 4 are about the same, and you can count track 1 in if you want to,though it's quite different considering that the lyrics contain some irony.

Track 3 has quite an eye catching name,I suppose. Usually "fallen angels" would always try to build their way back up to heaven without wings, which is sort of impossible. This song is supposed to be showing how you can do whatever you want with determination, like my album!

Track 5 is my personal favourite. It's something like SID's one way, except in a more carefree perception. Mao has experienced harder times than me, thus I won't be able to write some awesome song like his DX You know how parents always tell you that you can only be 2 things when you grow up - a doctor or a lawyer? This song is reflecting those sayings, and it's also my album's name.

Track 6 and 7 is using almost the same accompaniment, but as you can see, one track is called "Hero" while the other is called "Sweet Delusion". Track 6 isn't your typical "Oh,my saviour!" kind of thing, it's actually the reverse; there's no such thing as a hero. Track 7 is...delusional XD haha. Got the inspiration from my friend.

Track 8! I personally dislike this one, but I thought it'll be fun to add this really "cute" and "child like" song inside. Yes, that's why I chose that subject as my song, "there's a monster under my bed!" At the same time, I'm hoping this song can convey this message to everyone: As long as you're happy, all your problems will go away.

Track 9-12 are still pending,so I'm trying my best to work at a really fast rate!!!!頑張って!!!!

Oh,if you guys want to know the spreadout for the schedule,it's something like:

2009- Track 2 completed

2010 (first quarter) - Track 1 completed

2010 (second quarter) - Track 3-8 completed

2010 (1st week june holidays) - (hopefully) Track 9-12 completed

2010 (other weeks june holidays) - start writing accompaniments

2010 (third quarter) - start recording

2010 (september holidays) - finish all recording

2010 (fourth quarter) - do touch ups, concentrate on EOYs

2010 (december holidays) - do final things (designing album cover etc)

And hopefully...

31/12/2010 (latest end product date) - release album!~


Everyone, please continue to support me :D

-Yumi.

P.S I still haven't found anywhere to practice my drums D:

Passed First Aid Test

You know,the full body dummie was so heavy - -

By the time I finished CPR my hand died.

Ouh well.

I STILL PASSED! XDD

Hehe.

Good job to all sec 2s too~! Yaye~ we all passed together!

Ding Hui, good luck for the next time you're going, since you couldn't make it today!

G-double O-D-J-O-B GOOD JOB! (clap clap) GOOD JOB! (clap clap)

-Yumi.

I never much emphasized about friendship, did I?

I lived by that value for years.

It's the same as gold, precious.

When separated from it, you shouldn't feel good.

Everyone wants friends.

But not everyone knows how.

I was once this way; I understand.

As you grow older and experience more of these,

it gets scary.

Because it pollutes the Earth.

I was never more frightened before.

It's happening now

It's happening right before my eyes.

Friends slowly becoming distant

they become strangers.

People falling out with each other

You never hear them talk again.

I'm scared.

Truly scared.

Like looking out into the sky

Only awaiting a meteorite to strike on you anytime.

At these point of times

I would cry,

Maybe not all the time physically;

my heart cries forever.

It cries for freedom

It cries for love

It cries for peace.

-Yumi.