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29/08/2010


Nyan, it happened.

I'm crying.

For you.







-Yumi.

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17:59

28/08/2010

It's either the notes are too high, the accompaniment screws up, or the vocalist just can't pronounce her words.

Ouhwell.

Jia you Highstick!

Although I personally don't know 3 of you, I'll just cheer for the sake of your bassist being my friend.







-Yumi.

是DNA 唱我反调 还是我 的命运 不敢自编自导
21:17

27/08/2010

I need opinions. Badly.

I really really really really really REALLY dislike English songs.

But it has come to light that I am fit to do a cover for Viva la Vida. Well, because I've got my man voice well-trained already! So well that I CAN'T SING AS HIGH PITCHED AS TAKERU ANYMOREEEEEEEEEEE!!!! (melts into puddle and cries)

But then again, I don't really want to spoil my reputation of loathing to record English songs. Also, I know that lots of people out there are Coldplay fans and I could get flamed any moment :\

So I really wanna know what you think. Should I cover the song? Should I not? Should I buy a new microphone before I do (lol)?

Please leave your comment in my tag box~

Oh and if you're wondering about the quality of a cover you can always listen to my Fail!cover of Matsushita Yuya's "Negai ga Kanau Nara"

Thank youz,




-Yumi.

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22:53

20/08/2010

If I could smile every second of my life truthfully,

If I could resist any annoyance forever,

If I could forgive for what you do to me all the time,

There must be a reason why I am not God.




I am human.

I can suppress my anger.

It's not that I don't mind everything you say about me.

I can hide my depression.

It's not that I'm always happy and cheerful.

I can put up with people.

It doesn't mean I've forgiven them totally.



But one thing I can never hide.

Is my tears.

No, no tears fall in depression.

Tears only fall in true sorrow.

Tears that never betray me.

Tears that always tell me the same message:

You just ruined your life again.



But why?

Simple.

Because my friends are humans.

And I am nothing,

Nothing more,




Than a little rag doll,

Thrown from owner to owner,

Until she reaches her final destination:

The bin.




A rag doll,

A little, dirty, rag doll,

Longed to be treated as a human,

Longed to be accepted as a human once again.








I am human.

I have feelings.

You had times you hated me.

Why is it that I can't have those too?


When you turn your back to me,

I won't choose to do the same.

When I finally turn my back to you,

Why is it that a mere statement made you do it to me?




-Yumi.

是DNA 唱我反调 还是我 的命运 不敢自编自导
21:23

19/08/2010

Stop commenting about my height, damnit.

I've endured enough.



-Yumi.

是DNA 唱我反调 还是我 的命运 不敢自编自导
22:46

18/08/2010

Sometimes when you're feeling dejected,

happy songs aren't actually the ones which can make you feel better.











-Yumi.

是DNA 唱我反调 还是我 的命运 不敢自编自导
20:03


I can't believe this is happening,



but I'm actually doing my math homework.


-Yumi.

是DNA 唱我反调 还是我 的命运 不敢自编自导
20:00

11/08/2010

Maybe I really wasn't human in their eyes.

What does my ambition have to do with maths? I don't inspire to be a banker.

What does my ambition have to do with science? I don't crave to be a inventor.

What does my ambition have to do with English? I don't want to be a novelist.

What does my ambition have to do with History? I don't like the thought of being a historian.

What does my ambition have to do with Geography? I'm not going to point out crude oil spots.

What does my ambition have to do with anything else?

What does singing have to do with all those?

Is that not my ambition?




-Yumi.

是DNA 唱我反调 还是我 的命运 不敢自编自导
16:34


I'm broken, really broken.

All I'm expected to do is study study and study.

Man, and I'm very sure that my mum said as long as I'm happy with my marks it'll be fine.

I'm doing okay.

I don't see how I'm behind everyone.

And I'm human.

I'm not some robot that studies 24/7.

Just let me be myself.


-Yumi.

是DNA 唱我反调 还是我 的命运 不敢自编自导
15:57

10/08/2010

Getting lectured now.

Me don't like lectures.

Gonna cry now, buai.

-Yumi.

是DNA 唱我反调 还是我 的命运 不敢自编自导
22:18

09/08/2010



Behold the worst cover ever done DX

For some reason, I just can't stop listening to my own cover, even though it sucks sucks sucks sucks =3=

Why do I say so? Every time I listen to it I find another fault. Bleah.

Sorry if the last part is super loud. I softened it...over 4 times. But still loud.

I'll be trying Snow Rain next (If I can get the karaoke version) and I'm sure that song would be much better than this one, since I've been practising that song since Sec 1.

Then again, I can't guarantee that you'll like it.

13th August, Snow Rain cover.

20th August, I want to try Boys & Girls. (although I'll probably die)

Maybe I should try I Ai Ai instead.

Anyway, please listen to it, and comment (either here or facebook).

I'll appreciate whatever comments or feedbacks thrown at me.

Once again,

I SUCK DX




-Yumi.

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23:03

08/08/2010

Really, did no one notice it on Saturday?

No one at all?

Really really, NO ONE?

I'm shocked.

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Well, the truth is,

I binded my chest on Saturday :D

For fun.

Okay, not exactly.

But chest-binding was fun.

I want to do it more often.

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Not that I want to lead you guys the wrong path;

but cross-dressing is fun.

To be honest, I find lots of joy in doing so.

I get jealous of boy celebrities getting more attention than girls, you know.

You must find me weird now.

I guess it's not a secret that I dream to be a singer one day.

Wanna know something else?

...

Won't it be cool to be a cross-dresser model?

It really didn't sound appealing to me at first, until my friend Kirsten starting blabbering on and on about my bishie looks and everything...

And it seemed very fitting.

Not to mention, guy celebrities can goof around more than the female ones, and they attract much much much much more attention and stuff. (not to mention how amazingly cute they can be at times and then the next moment smexily cool)

Jealous, jealous me.

So, on one hand, I can be Yumi, a singer,

and I could be Miyu, a model.

(laughs) I shouldn't tell you all these, should I?

Because, if it really does happen next time, won't you know who I am? :D

By the way, if you find me really weird, especially if you're my junior and right now reading this, please do not get some culture shock kind of thing. I'm not THAT scary. Just maybe a bit crazy over Visual Kei :D

Can I fantasize a bit here?

Wait, this is my blog, why am I asking you?

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Just imagine, one day, you walk out on the street, in this tank top and silver(?) jacket (and awesome black jeans), and then, there's this horde of girls following behind you, asking for your autograph, fangirling behind your back, trying their best to take a photo with you.

...I think I'm freaking you out.

And of course, another day, you walk out on the street, with blue jeans, and this pink dress thingy (I don't know what it's called, but it's my favourite dress among all those in my closet, especially because of the material). Adorned with a nice butterfly necklace, bracelet and a amethyst ring(yea my only ring), of course. This time, a group of boys follow you instead, pretending like nothing's happening, but throwing occasional glances at you.

If I'm really freaking you out too much, I suggest you stop reading and wash your face with some water.

But really, that's how much I want to experience the life of a celebrity.

The life of being stalked. Okay not really if I was stalked I would stick to Maonyan/Takeru/Ashin/Uruha/Reita/Maya to make sure that I don't get raped. Lol.

...Oh wait, I just remembered the first option isn't that safe 8D

Neither is the second option.
Dangit you S people.

Okay I'm leaving topic.

>So, if you managed to read until the end, good for you!

Oh and Happy National Day :D

I will be recording my first cover, Negai ga Kanau nara, so do support ne(by listening to it)~

See ya~

-Yumi.



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