Fever etc sickness. ._.

From Thursday ._____.

until now .__________.

If I don't get better soon .___________.

I mean

If I don't get better by tomorrow ._______________.

My mum says I have to go for blood test (dengue) .____________________.

-Yumi.

So yeah.I wrote another long passage again.

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The irony of life. Don't you find it funny? Live your life to its fullest? Are we given the chance?

How ironic it is. We're told to live a happy life, yet all our life is centered on is education. We're told to do what we like; we get winded back to routines. We're told to try our best; we get scolded for not performing well.

What is meaning of life again? To live it to the fullest. But when are we given that chance? Never. Few of us make it out of that concealed corner, most of us are always lost in the disillusion.

The glass that hides us, the ropes that bind us back: get rid of them all. Do what you really want to do in your life. But I want you to know, to always have a smile on your face. If you're angry, you may scream it out, but never vent it on a being or object, or even yourself. It's all about living with a smile.

I'm not able to live that way yet, but maybe, one day, I'll be able to enjoy my own utopia, but I won't expect much either, utopias don't really exist.

Life, such a funny word. Always engulfed in lies and corruption, yet the smallest ray of light comes from the same place. To be able to live life to its fullest, that is, the greatest treasure found on Earth.

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So how did you find it? owo

-Yumi.

I'm really sure 1/2 of the population won't understand what he's saying,so I'll paste the translation down here too.

MOUSOU NIKKI (Delusion Diary)

Our fateful meeting has resulted in a red thread tying us together

Opening my diary again, I make up today, and tomorrow, always

You always give kind smiles to everyone around you; I can't hate you for something like that

Because you're popular, a little of such can't be helped

A room for one, two photos lined up together, we'll meet three days later

Anxiously waiting, anxiously waiting, today I can't sleep again

I believe you'll call the number I added in my letter

Surely you lack the courage to call because you're a SHY person

Don't look at me like that, people around us will realise

Your secret relationship with me

Forgive me for burning with jealousy, I'm fishing around in your garbage

There are other girls besides me, right? I want you to look at me only

It's not good to be fickle. Haven't you promised me? I won't stop before morning

Calling you without speaking, calling you without speaking, I won't let you sleep tonight either

I believe you'll call the number I added in my letter

Surely you lack the courage to call because you're a SHY person

Don't look at me like that, people around us will realise

Your secret relationship with me

Your voice, body, fingers, hair, sleeping face too, even your heart and everything else

My love won't exclude a single thing. You belong solely to me.

People say I'm deluded and they mock me

You don't even know my face

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Yesh! Don't you think that song was amazing?

If you didn't realize, it's about a girl stalking a boy.

Creepy stalker,eh?But I think Mao fits the role perfectly,with that eye...great.I don't how to say in English.With that 眼神.Haha.

And the way he sings the song and hand actions bla bla bla...

All adds up to that MAO MAKES A NUMBER ONE STALKER.

Well,that isn't very bad,right?

Very little people can be entitled to this role.Haha.

I think I belong to this "very little people" too = =

-Yumi.

Okay, for some reason, all the lyrics are getting meshed up in the previous post.

Blogger, I hate you.

-Yumi.

I shall practice some writing skills now.(LOL)

Awesome.

Second song is almost done.

Now, should I hack someone's mac, or the school's? haha.

-Yumi.

Mao's new book ｢一筆書きの美学｣ came out today...

so did ｢sleep｣ ...

...

...

I wish I was in Japan now.

Someone,transport me there this moment.

Or I shall turn emo.

Joking.

Still.

*depression*

-Yumi.