I'm afraid.

I don't know why, but I just am.

The smell of independence suddenly feels so scary to me.

Maybe it's because I'll be far away from home.

Maybe it's because I won't have everything I have here with me there.

I'm scared.

Yet I know, I made my decision knowing that things would be scary alone.

Why do I doubt myself now?

Is it because of daily discouragement?

Attachment?

I don't know.

But I want to be scared.

Scared of doing things.

Then I'll challenge myself to overcome those fears.

There's going to be one day where I have to not be scared of certain things and take charge, make decisions,

Live my life.

It's alot of things that, I know I have the capability. But am I really using it to full use?

I'm scared.

But it's okay.

My fear will bring me to greater heights.

-Yumi.