Thank you for being you; thank me for being me.
Without you, it's probably impossible for me to continue
Holding on to whatever hope is left
It's so cute, yet saddening, huh?
That I'm still holding on to whatever I believe in.
Yet I never have the intention to let go.
You never had the intention to let me let go.
You, the child in me,
I thank you for all these years.
You, whom I've grown up with,
Caused my loads of suffering here and there but still I love you
Don't ever leave me even in adulthood.
I want to be an adult who is like a child,
A child who is like an adult.
Adorable little one, may you stay, forever,
With me, through the years to come.
I love you. That's why you love me as well.
We'll work hard together, to make our dreams come true.
As each day draws closer to the 28th,
The adult me, slowly grows more prominent.
It's good. I'm learning.
But I don't want to be losing.
Adult and child; our values shall stay connected.
Thank you for being you.
Thank me for being me.
For the years to come,
Let's love and care, for each other, for everyone.
-Yumi.
There's a side of me that
Is a scaredy cat
She's always afraid to do things
Because she's afraid to hurt
If I say this, will they hate me?
If I do this, will they leave?
She's scared.
So scared.
She takes up half of my life.
There are some people whom
Can tell you that they'll always be there for you
That they'll never leave you, even if things turn sour
That they'll always be there for you.
But no everyone keeps to their promises.
Some people leave the moment they realize you have differences
Some people leave when you speak up about them.
I...
Can't do this.
But I have to do this.
How can I watch a friend ruin her life?
But,
What if she doesn't listen?
What if she gets mad?
What if she will hate me forever?
Does that mean that
I'm in the wrong?
I'm scared.
I'm scared of losing more people again.
I know that if it comes down to that stage I wouldn't have a choice but
A part of me is just too scared
And I'm trying hard to suppress it.
I may be scared but,
I have to be brave.
Speak out.
At least,
You've done your best.
-Yumi.