Honestly I'm feeling rather conflicted.

It's just a passing thought, but I just thought I'd spend some time thinking about it.

Sometimes I feel like I'm being rather unfair to him.

I don't know why, just feels like I'm not playing my part well.

Honestly speaking, I do enjoy the feeling of being single.

Yet, I enjoy the feeling of being loved by him.

And I enjoy loving him as well.

Maybe like what my friend said,

it always works out when lesser people interfere.

I have so many things to think of at one time right now.

Yesterday got me thinking whether I'm too selfish.

Honestly I wanted to stay on for the rest of the briefing,

but sacrifices had to be made for him.

I don't know,

I'm so afraid of becoming too attached.

It hasn't even been 1 month.

What will happen 2 years later?

I don't want to throw away my dreams,

I don't want to...






-Yumi.