Hi guys,

I'M BACK! After quite a while, hee. It's 3.30 in the morning, but I'm actually kinda energised. It's feels good. I don't know why.

I was just reading through my old posts...and I felt like crying.



Crying for all the idiotic mistakes I don't know why I made in the first place.

If you guys don't know, I've actually left AspHalT. It's been a few months now, and thinking about it now, I really regret nothing at all.

It's not that it was a pain but, I realized how much I try to escape being who I am. All of my life.In the end, I give myself excessive pressure that makes me break down for a reason I simply didn't have to break down for.

I don't want to fight with who I am anymore.



I am Kimberly Quah, nicknamed Yumi

I love Chinese and I'm never afraid to show what I've achieved in it, because I'm proud of myself.

I like to help others when I'm able to, even if I don't get a favourable reply in return.

I'm weird.
I'm an oddball.
But honestly, I don't really care.

I enjoy being who I really am, and no one can stop me from being myself.


-Yumi.

In response.


Hi.

I read, and I knew.

And this is my reply, although you won't see it.

I...

understand my fault.

In fact, yeah. I know that I was wrong to do what I did even though I told everyone else not to, although I just told him to go talk to you more instead of others. Still, I know, I don't understand you as yourself well enough. You're my friend, but not close. But I think at least, he had the rights to know more, didn't he? Nevertheless, I'm sorry.

Also, don't blame her. There's a reason why you call her twin. And that's because you both love each other a lot. She did it out of care, out of concern. Maybe you call it betrayal. I don't know. But she has you in her heart.

Lastly, I don't think you have the rights to control what he does all the time. It's true, he's your partner, but that doesn't mean he can't talk to anyone else...any other girl, right? He said it's hard for him to talk to you about how he feels. There must be a reason, right? He's tried his best to help the relationship, but you call him names...he gets hurt. But I don't know your side of the story, so I won't judge.

I won't side anyone. It's already over, but I hope everything will still proceed as per usual.

In the end, we're still all friends.





-Yumi.