Hey there, you.

Yeah, you. Hi.

I have some things to say.

Care to hear me out?

Maybe not, just don't read on if you don't wish to. /laugh

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I'm not perfect.

Oh, how many times have I repeated this in my entire blog? I have no idea.

But yeah.

I'm not perfect.

But I'm not here to talk about myself today, am I?

You've heard enough of my own foolish plights and cries, I'd figure I talk about someone else.

Maybe....you.

Whether it applies or not...I'm sure it would in some way.

Ever felt down and out like me?

Ever felt like...nothing in this world can ever bring you back up?

Ever felt like you should just give up on everything because you feel you're just so pathetic at whatever you try?

Do you feel uneasy when I speak like such?

Do you understand such plight?

Have you ever felt...

Like no one was there?

Like you can't do anything?

Like whatever you did always came out wrong?

Well then, listen to me.

I had a friend, she was down and out once. She thought her friends had no longer loved her, she thought her family hated her, after her father gave her a big scolding and told her to get out of the house.

She cried for many hours that day.

There was a window, there was a razor. She contemplated on taking her life.

But, no.

She had more in life waiting for her.

So who cares if you think your close friends aren't loving you anymore? So who cares if you think your parents don't appreciate you?

So who cares if people ever called you ugly?

So who cares if the stupid weighing machine calls you overweight?

So who cares if others don't care?

They don't own you,

You own yourself.

You choose your destiny.

And in this destiny, you can't hide.

You can't keep saying "yes". You can't keep saying "I can't".

You just keep on running towards darkness. While the light tries to bring you back.

So maybe you don't like what you're reading. So maybe you'd like to ignore.

But everything works like a spiral in this world,

It will come back someday.

Why not tackle it earlier?

I won't say I don't understand.

I won't say I understand fully either.

Everyone has their own difficulties and problems.

And so does everyone have a life before them.

Why aren't you using it well?

Don't keep sulking and running away all day.

Confront,

Defeat,

Be Victorious.

And yes,







That friend I mentioned was me.







-Yumi.

Once upon a time, there lived a girl.

She was born to love, was born to give her heart.

Or so she felt, that was her mission.

She was fragile, she felt inferior whenever she couldn't achieve what she wanted for others.

She felt helpless when she couldn't help her friends.

One day she was told

"You worry too much"

Then she thought.

She pondered.

Then she decided.

It didn't mean that,

If she couldn't help someone, she had failed.

We all have our limits.

We all can't be there all the time.

But that doesn't mean we can't love,

It's about the balance, and not the extremes.

So the girl continued to love

While being aware of herself.

This girl started off as someone constantly overwhelmed in sadness.

This girl has finally learned to smile.




-Yumi.