A sense of trust I thought I'd never lose.

...I really don't like how others degrade people.

(no I don't mean looks or whatever)

Like so what if the anime doesnt have a plot that you like?

So what if you don't understand it at all?

Why can't you just look at the positive sides of it?

Just look,even I'm starting to accept English songs (just still object to having them in my MP3)

Why can't others do that too?

Why can't they recognise the efforts?

...

The world is so superficial.

I wish they would see deeper.

Deeper into the details.

...

It isn't fair.

Everyone should be given a fair chance.

It isn't nice degrading something to such a low level (yes and I do take back how I said JB was gay BUT he's still bleh.)

...

Well if you don't enjoy Japanese history,then just don't comment on Hakuouki's plot,damnit.

And if you don't enjoy shoujo,DON'T COMMENT FURTHER.

I'm getting really pissed off about it.

...

...

Do you realize this is the first time I'm actually directly stating my feelings?

Well,I don't care.

I've never been this angry ever in my life.

It's like everything had already been building in there.

...

Actually,it has.

How long have I kept something I hate you talking about aside?

Probably for 1 year if it's consistent,more if it were a one time remark.

But it's not like I can smile or pout and act normal forever.

...

My head's really messed up now.

Maybe I need a break.

...

Then again,it just gets worse.

I guess,too many things have been stored in my heart already.

Maybe,it finally reach its full capacity.

I really can't take anymore.

...

Whoever that will read this,please don't say anything that I find negative to me for this weekend.

I really had enough.

And I don't want more.

I'm sick and tired of this.

But there's a 99% chance you'll never understand my feelings

Because,truly,just like how the trainer said that 85% of our character is kept aside

...

...

no one in this world actually understands my pain.

That's because.

Whatever I show to you,

is just a 100% facade.

...

...

...

I just have to live with it in the end.






-Yumi.

I was supposed to wake up to another normal day.

But I guess,from now onwards,

my perception of normal days...

will be distorted.

All I can do is stare

stare into the empty space under the window

and wonder why it had to be missing.

A tuft of fur is all I have left,

a shower of tears is all I have to give.

I knew you were going,

but this was too soon for me...


So all I can do is stare

stare into that empty space

wondering why you weren't there

among us...

...I miss you.

Why can't you come back to me?






...It's okay.

I still have your collar.

It still has your scent.

I'll make do with it.

Because I know.

You're still with us.

No matter where we are.




...I miss you...

Ahh,I'm so screwed.