If I could smile every second of my life truthfully,
If I could resist any annoyance forever,
If I could forgive for what you do to me all the time,
There must be a reason why I am not God.
I am human.
I can suppress my anger.
It's not that I don't mind everything you say about me.
I can hide my depression.
It's not that I'm always happy and cheerful.
I can put up with people.
It doesn't mean I've forgiven them totally.
But one thing I can never hide.
Is my tears.
No, no tears fall in depression.
Tears only fall in true sorrow.
Tears that never betray me.
Tears that always tell me the same message:
You just ruined your life again.
But why?
Simple.
Because my friends are humans.
And I am nothing,
Nothing more,
Than a little rag doll,
Thrown from owner to owner,
Until she reaches her final destination:
The bin.
A rag doll,
A little, dirty, rag doll,
Longed to be treated as a human,
Longed to be accepted as a human once again.
I am human.
I have feelings.
You had times you hated me.
Why is it that I can't have those too?
When you turn your back to me,
I won't choose to do the same.
When I finally turn my back to you,
Why is it that a mere statement made you do it to me?
-Yumi.
是DNA 唱我反调 还是我 的命运 不敢自编自导
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